Truly blessed.
There are times where I don't want to be alive anymore because Zac Efron takes me for granted when he thinks he can take his sweet ass time in marrying me and being with me so he missed both special times he had of meeting me in person at his friends' meet and greets because he thinks there will be other opportunities to meet me at and he didn't take the two fated events to meet me.
See, that's what happens when I make myself easy access to Zac Efron: he doesn't show up if he knows there's an exact event that I'll be at. And I for sure will never go to any of HIS meet and greets in other cities and states. He's the one that has to go to a friend's meet and greet that I will be at. I tell myself, I'm not living for just Zac Efron. I have my pets, friends and relatives as well. Plus, I love my job. I don't need a man who doesn't appreciate me in a long distance. I don't need a man who doesn't appreciate my loyalty who doesn't turn down fake hook up scenes with other people that aren't me who feels the need to vacation with bikini clad bimbos when I can't go with him. I don't need that in a man! I said I want a man who loves a partner exactly if not most like me in the world and if I don't get that in a man, I'm not settling for less. I knew that Zac Efron would put me through this hell in a long distance and that he wouldn't appreciate me when he had me. They always have to lose a gem to appreciate what they had. I thought he was going to be one of the guys who does whatever it takes to keep me. Instead, he did the exact opposite: he did everything possible to LOSE me.
This is not what I had imagined what it would be like when I finally got together with him in real life. Unfortunately, I knew to expect this because he's still stuck in his playboy ways of always doing things his way whenever he wants to do something. He's not ready for marriage obviously when he doesn't turn down fake hook up scenes for his movies and shows he does with other people who aren't his true wife. He wasted 3+ years of my life just playing games acting like he was always dreaming about me but when he had me he didn't do shit to keep me. He just did the bare minimum to have me stay for so long until I had enough of his mind games. Unfortunately, he's just a waste because he could potentially be a good husband and good father to our future kids, but he still wants to live the single life partying with bimbos on yachts and well, that's really not husband material. It only took this long for him to finally tell off those bimbos that were rubbing their disgusting bodies on him just because I couldn't vacation with him and they took advantage of me not being able to vacation with him to act inappropriate because I wasn't with him because I'm always working 40+ hours a week and he just has way too much free time so he gets himself into trouble with me because he has too much free time. I can't be with him anymore when he keeps acting like this. I've had enough. I'm going to remain single for the remainder of this long distance with him. When he finally makes time to meet me personally one-on-one at one of his friend's shows or one of the other celebrity shows he knows I'll be at if he goes, too, that's when we'll get back together. I'm deeply disappointed in this current version of Zac Efron. I thought he wouldn't act like that when he's with me seeing as he's been single and in fake PR relationships his whole entire life I thought he finally got that out of his system before he got with me but it still seems like he's stuck in his old ways of doing fake hook up scenes while he's with someone else in real life and I don't put up with someone who makes out with someone else while they're with me. I don't care if it's fake and if it's for movies. I'm not making out with anyone else for any reason and I expect the same respect back and when I don't get that same respect back, I will break things off. |
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