I have a lot of fantasies to see which one will finally become real life. My #1 fantasy is turn the hottest gay guy in the world straight and he will be my girlie husband to do girlie stuff with because my friends who were girls in the past treated me like straight trash so I have to do spa days with my husband. I do have friends who are girls who do treat me decently but we lost touch and don't hang out much anymore. I don't hang out with anyone now because my former friend who I used to hang out with was always the jealous type and I don't do real life drama. I cut anyone out who causes me unnecessary trouble. And now I know who I will paint my nails with: Connor. LMAO. Found the culprit who will be my turn the hottest gay guy in the world straight fantasy.
I also want to take hot modeling pics with a future husband so his ass better look like his damn self in Locke & Key. hehehe.
I also want to take hot modeling pics with a future husband so his ass better look like his damn self in Locke & Key. hehehe.
For the longest time I couldn't accept that I am meant for an actor in a whole other country. I kept trying to date Zac Efron or someone in the United States but things would never work out. I finally had to accept that I am meant to do a long distance with an actor from Canada and his name is Connor. Finally, I'm with the right person. No more surprises. I'm over the twists and turns in my life.
I knew this whole time he'd be from Canada. I just REFUSED to accept it. I wanted an easy relationship/marriage with someone 10 minutes away in the United States. Zac Efron was at least in LA but he was the WRONG celebrity. I still am meant for a celebrity just not Zac Efron or Tom Felton.
I can't wait for Connor and I to turn this into a book and TV Show/movie. It will shock all.
I knew this whole time he'd be from Canada. I just REFUSED to accept it. I wanted an easy relationship/marriage with someone 10 minutes away in the United States. Zac Efron was at least in LA but he was the WRONG celebrity. I still am meant for a celebrity just not Zac Efron or Tom Felton.
I can't wait for Connor and I to turn this into a book and TV Show/movie. It will shock all.
Pan-Tech, Inc. is a freelancing company I work for on the side. I own the company.
Pan-Tech is an evening or weekend part-time position. I don't get paid for the work. It's just to gain more experiences.
Once in a while I will get paid for the work, but it doesn't make me enough to afford my own apartment. It just pays for meals.
Pan-Tech is an evening or weekend part-time position. I don't get paid for the work. It's just to gain more experiences.
Once in a while I will get paid for the work, but it doesn't make me enough to afford my own apartment. It just pays for meals.
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To All The Boys I've Loved Before
Sometimes, I wondered what my life would be like in a fictional setting.
I only get my ideas from my non-fiction events. I'm not really good at writing fictional stories.
To All the Boys reminds me of my real life but fictionalized, LOL.
It's also no coincidence that the main character who is a girl is Asian, just like me - Lana Condor.
The three Asian sisters are me - Lara Jean, older sister - Mona, youngest sister - Rachel.
The five boys from high school are:
1. Michael - a lusty neighbor boy
2. Paul - Kenny Donati
3. Andrew - John Ambrose -- Andrew and I did stare at each other for one second in real life and never spoke in real life. HAHA
4. Drew - who I forgot was the high school boyfriend and prom date - Lucas in the movie, LOL.
5. Jay - Josh Sanderson, the next door neighbor boy, how fitting J-name
Sometimes, I wondered what my life would be like in a fictional setting.
I only get my ideas from my non-fiction events. I'm not really good at writing fictional stories.
To All the Boys reminds me of my real life but fictionalized, LOL.
It's also no coincidence that the main character who is a girl is Asian, just like me - Lana Condor.
The three Asian sisters are me - Lara Jean, older sister - Mona, youngest sister - Rachel.
The five boys from high school are:
1. Michael - a lusty neighbor boy
2. Paul - Kenny Donati
3. Andrew - John Ambrose -- Andrew and I did stare at each other for one second in real life and never spoke in real life. HAHA
4. Drew - who I forgot was the high school boyfriend and prom date - Lucas in the movie, LOL.
5. Jay - Josh Sanderson, the next door neighbor boy, how fitting J-name
